Writing101: UNLOCK THE MIND.

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Assignment .1.

~ Take twenty minutes to free-write. Don’t think about what you’ll write, just write. ~

So here it went…

I am one of those ‘Hippie-Type-Happy-Go-Lucky’ bird’s who is always able to express appreciation for anything that impresses me. And.. Believe me, I’m always very impressed by a vast array of things!

I’m also over-zealous in my excitement over impressive things. I’ve never been able to get a lid on this, but now I actually think about it, I’m not really that certain that I would actually like to?!

People are often aghast at my openly-expressed display’s of appreciation and the energy that quite, literally explodes right out of me! Especially in public settings. Other’s just presume (I think?!) that I am far too directed towards people-pleasing. But, sincerely, I simply cannot contain myself! Or just feel so compelled to share my thoughts and feelings, that it’s almost as if they virtually jump right of me. Involuntarily right out of the depth’s of me!

 

I thoroughly enjoyed this free-writing assignment. It was fun, and let me exercise my innate knack of being able to just ramble, unbridled! Though I was a little unsteady in my focus and approach, to begin with, the lack of structure and Topic gave me a quiet sense of reassurance and a heightened ability to just flow with my writing.

SACRED RELATIONSHIP: Love as a by-product of Being Alone. My story. By Me. <3

“What is LOVE?

Love is a luxury. It comes out of being alone.”

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http://soulharmonyondemand.wordpress.com/2014/09/15/sacred-relationship-love-as-a-by-product-of-being-alone/

I love this Blog Post, (^^that I have linked above^^) and totally relate to what is described within it!

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I have been LUCKY enough to follow a path, through some terrifyingly dark places, with only my own support and determination to get me over the hurdles I faced during said times. I am also lucky enough to have found, early on, in my journeying, ‘my therapy’, which is art and writing, and often-times dancing, to loud and hard music. All of these activities I relish! And though they are very enjoyable activities in social settings, I am both proud and so grateful of myself, to have found the solitary enjoyment to venture out to explore those avenues, by myself, of my own accord, often with the sole intention of quietening the scaredy lil voice inside my head, called fear, but always ending in the most profound revelation’s about how satisfyingly brilliant it is to have travelled these dark path’s, least travelled, with the burning desire to surface onto lighter roads, through illuminating journeys!

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“In that moment energy within you is so much, that you would like it to be shared. Then you give, you give because you have so much, you give without asking anything in return – that is unconditional and true love.”

My path was crossed, earlier this year, with a tiny nudge (from me) by the most beautiful person I’ve ever met, in my life, and my now, fully present partner. My gorgeous companion in life, who I feel so grateful and lucky for meeting! He is, I do believe, my soul companion, and we are so suited on many levels.

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{Photo of Ste and I at Shipley Adventure Playground, Derbyshire, Uk. A couple or few weeks ago, from now.}

I try to give him the honour of expressing my gratitude and adoration, every day, because I know how it is to be blind-in-love, and a destructive factor of my own demise, by myself, and in relationship’s I’ve held in the past. And this relationship, my heart holds, now, is the most important and rewarding communion of two hearts I’ve ever been present in!!

“This is real love; then there is no possessiveness. The love is unconditional and this is real meditation; then there is no effort.”

I never feel any sense of ‘relationship-danger’, with him, nor do I obsess over worries, doubts or anxieties that I am not good enough, or that he may want to look further afield for someone more suited, as I know, in my heart that he feel’s the exact same feelings for me, as I do for him. It is there when I look in his eye. I feel it in my heart and soul when we snuggle close. I sense his thoughts are with me when we are apart from each other, physically. It feel’s like we are emotionally and mentally together, when we are physically apart, even!

“like a white cloud surrounding you – you are suffused with the light. You are immersed in it, bathed in it, and that freshness goes on welling up in you. Now you start sharing.”

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“When the cloud is full of rain, it showers rain, and when the flower is full of fragrance, it releases its fragrance to the winds.”

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I haven’t even had one slight bout of the old ‘relationship-bipolar’ that used to regularly plague relationships of years I’ve surpassed!! And that to me is a positive signal that what we have, together, is pure and unbridled love, from the heart, within the heart of one another!!

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It is a truly liberating feeling.
And for that, I feel so lucky, also!!

Dedicated to my Ste! Thank you for being so you!

                                                                           I LOVE YOU

{This post contains quotes from the original blog post; SACRED RELATIONSHIP; Love as a by-product of Being Alone. BY SOUL HARMONY ON DEMAND. ( http://soulharmonyondemand.wordpress.com/about/ ) All images (aside from the photo) were obtained from google images, by various artists, of which can be detailed, if so requested.}

Tagline and Title Because I Just Am…

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… One mouthy individual, capable of having three conversation’s, on different subject’s, at any given time, given my equilibrium and focus aren’t disturbed by my long-lived migraine suffering (and other annoyances/irratation’s of any nature).

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… Big on writing. Especially creative writing! In fact…

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I’m a Creative-All-Rounder! I love to create. Creating is my Zest for Life!!

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… An avid learner!

I love to improve my I.Q in many direction’s because Education is my sustainance for survival. I love to learn almost as much as I love to Create!!! Currently completing more than one course online, one of which being this….

https://www.futurelearn.com/courses/mental-health-and-well-being

Which nicely paves the way for revelation’s into why I’m interested in Spirituality and Self-Improvement! (I’ve also been big on the Bibliographical Research into the Human Brain and Mind since my early teens.)

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… Oh..

Did I tell you I’m mouthy?!?!?

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DON’T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT’S COVER!

HEY!!! BLACK SHEEP!…

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I KNOW HOW YOU THINK ABOUT THE WORLD ALL RELUCTANT IN YOUR PURSUITS TO ACHIEVE A POSITIVE NOD, OF RECOGNITION, FROM THE ‘GENERAL CONSENSUS’!

I’M A PROVOCATEUR, TOO, BUT HAVEN’T ALWAYS KNOWN IT.

WE ARE NOT DIVIDED BY STATUS OR CLASS, BUT BY INTENTION AND MOTIVATION, IN FACT. OUR ACTIONS AND THE PUBLIC’S DISPLAYS OF REACTION ARE SYNONYMOUS TO THE ABILITY WE BLACK SHEEP EXCEL WITH, WHICH IS SENSATIONALISM! We possess the unique knack of turning heads, of shock expressions, of capturing attention and of shouldering the mass bombardment of opinion, no matter how bad and misinformed it may be.

SO PULL ON YOUR BEST ODD SOCKS AND SOLDIER BOOTS AND BUCKLE UP THE SAFETY BELT OF YOUR ROLEERCOASTER AND READ THIS!

You are not a black sheep, or a rogue, or a small town villainous celeb for Fuck all, nor solitarily confined (to the naughty corner)…. You were meant to be the focus of misconception and public debate!

You are well practiced in the art of ducking below the ‘go over your head’!

You are always meant to cause controversial ripples on the surroundings you dwell, because you’re beakon’s for alternative ideas, the crossroad’s to choice and the pioneer’s of uncharted territory.

You pave new paths for those who are scared to travel on road’s least travelled because you’re strong enough to alter your route if things go tits up, and you’re brave enough to want to find your way forward, and you’re experienced enough to be the indicating signal that provocative concepts will not eradicate our life here with Earth!!!

AND YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE OF YOUR KIND, SO GET UP IN YOUR MIND AND THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU WOULD LOVE THE WORLD TO BE LIKE. Then give your skills a go at making something positive for the people to be screaming and gossiping about you, for your next display of activity!!!

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This article is called DON’T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT’S COVER…

http://www.personalgrowthcourses.net/stories/dontjudgeabook1

It is a very inspirational piece. And the reason I decided to use it in a facebook manuscript is because I totally relate to all of the ‘black sheep’ of the world. And I have much respect for anyone, out there, doing their own thing, in their own way, for the better of themselves, in turn, often unbekowingly, for the better good of the world, each within their own, small step’s to establish a rhyme or reason for a rich and fulfilling existence, here on our mother Gaia.

FOR THE INSPIRATION OF THE PEOPLE, FROM A POET IN DENIAL.

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Thanks, in advance, for the interest, folks.

Peace. /